Gone Wrong!

He asked me to leave him alone :( and the worst is I cannot do that...and I dont know where I have gone wrong :(

I dont know what to do....I love him and need him more than anything else in the life...but I dont know where I have gone wrong :(

He doesnt speak out whats hurting or troubling him, I know its me but I dont know where I have gone wrong :(

Why is this happening, when I love him and even he has feelings for me, I dont know what went wrong :(

Whatever has gone wrong has to be corrected and undone and he has to come back and we have to start everything together again.

Without him

Its so depressing without him....I finally wanted to be happy and saw went for shopping and I shopped and actually splurged and bought 3 bottoms and 1 footwear too :) But me was not happy :(

I used to walk into the store, check out stuff try and pay and walk out then enter the next it was all done as if I was sleepwalking through. I even had lunch out and had the food that I loved still I felt him missing.

Specially was the time when I picked up something but wasnt sure about buying it or not....he would have known....

So till the time he is back, me will try to be happy but only with him I can be happy :)

Manic Monday #4

Play Manic Monday
Would you rather go a week without bathing, but be able to change your clothes, or a week without a change of clothes, but be able to bathe?
well neither is what I would want but if I am forced by circumstances I would rather bathe daily even if I wore the same dress again and again.
If you had to be trapped in a TV show for a month, which show would you choose?
Now me have no clue about it strange it may sound but me out of TV world for the past 4 years and am surviving so dont know which show it would be :(

Different!

Thats what I am called...I suddenly never realised what it means till he told me he hates my gifts....he says they are stupid and idiotic presents to be given to someone :(...

I react in an unusual way...I am so mean I never knew...

It hurts yes it hurts when you love someone so much and it hurts more when the loved one throws you out...treats you like a useless one :(

In anticipation of a day when he comes back....when life becomes the same as it used to be with him and me cuddling in each others arms....he smiling at me and loving me....liking my gifts...enjoying time spent with each other ....please make it true!

Come Back Dear

I am tired of these nightmares, tired of everything around...please come back
I wanna sleep again cuddled in your strong and warm hands...please come back
I have had enough of these nightmares, put them to an end...please come back

Unconcious Mutterings!

I say ... and you think ... ?

1. Taxman :: Cometh
2. Material :: Possession
3. Format :: Changes
4. File cabinet :: Drawer
5. Ignore :: Signs
6. Super! :: Power
7. Fireproof :: Life
8. Blockbuster :: Movie
9. Snooper :: Dog
10. Good will :: Hunting
    You can play it from here...

Now and Forever!

What I crave for is him to understand me...dont know whats eating him he just doesnt seem to respond to me...I want to tell him:

I love him and I will always do. Now and Forever!

I will wait for him till he is back into my life coz I love him and my love is for Now and Forever!

He will be back soon says my heart!

I wish it will be true!

I love him and I will always do. Now and Forever!